Don’t worry, I’m ok

I’m not sure if anyone will ever truly understand me

How can I tell anyone exactly what goes through my head

The voices that tell me to react

The voices that tell me to stay my current course

Those voices that whisper to me at night

How can I tell anyone about the words that float aimlessly in my mind, confusing me and scrambling everything

Should I really mention the face that I constantly see in my window glaring at me

Is there ever an appropriate time to talk about the dark figure in the corner every night, watching me, standing over me

Should you ever mention that you feel like you’re not going, but that you are already insane

The phases that you go through and the questions about days of silence

No, I’m not made at anyone and nothing’s going on at home

I’m just trying to spare the world from my emotions and protecting the image that you have of me

I’m trying to keep my insanity inside

I’m trying to keep my thoughts to myself

I’m trying to spare you all from my mind that betrayed me

Don’t worry about me, because I’m ok

I’m just trying to live , to mix in, to get through it all without making my problems your problems

Don’t worry about me, because somewhere among all this chaos…

I’m just trying to be at peace